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First blog of 2015
19 February 2015 || 4:10 AM
It has been awhile since i last updated this blog but well, i'm back.
As you can tell, i have been busy with school, cca& basically with life. Hah!
Well life has been a tough since last year September 14.
Last year has alot of sweet and also bitter moments. November theres, competition called Mega Perdana 2015 but it was semi-finals when we entered. We managed to make it to finals. Long story short, we lose but it's okay It has been an pleasent moments being able to be apart with the Durbar family. "7 kali, pun kalah" HAHAHA! World of dikir barat. I don't think people know about it or understand it.
So much had happened among me, my friends and also Shaa. Basically, we broke up and after few months, i moved on. People might be asking me why didn't i delete the posts about him. It's because seeing the past made me stronger and the person whom i am now. And after those heartbreaking moments, i fell in love with someone i used to had a crush on. HAHA! Someone who showered me with his love& affections. At first, i can't seem to believe that he could be the one who cared but as time goes by, i could tell that he really do. Funny huh!? But what's funnier is that i used to like him until i saw him with someone else. So i tend to back off, obviously who wants to ruined someone else relationships or so called his/her date. Then after i guessed about 8 months, i feelings towards him came back. Gosh!
He told me that he has been waiting for me, hard to believe it but it's good to be true. He confessed and i told him everything about me and shaa. Okay, let's called this 'someone' as Akiid. And yaaa, akiid has been there for me during my hard times. We have turned 4th, alhamdulillah amin. i love you, akiid sampoii.
Okay, a new year and new goals. And yes, 12 January i started my internship. Well, at first it has been a good experience but recently it has been hard as i've gone through tough times at work Haiss :'( He pacified me and told me to stay strong and also my bunch of friends whom i close with and also my lecturer. Thanks to them, i don't think i could continue my internship till now. But its too early to say this huh. Well, i have few months till it ends. Endure is what i have got to do right now. So much commitments i have. Which i have to managed my time for Sri Ratu, work and also, Dwi Durrah. Insya'allah all those sarcrifising of my time, it's all worth it. So much responsiblities i have to face.
More posts to come, insya'allah.
Bye for now.
xoxo, Dewianaa
